How is it that I am writing about another birthday already. I can't believe that my first baby is now 14 years old. He is almost a head taller than me at 5'11". How can that be? He thinks it is great that I must look up to him. It makes me weepy! I can't help but look back to the days when he was sooo little and needy. Well Zachary was never really little, but he was a lot smaller than he is now! I remember the day he came into my kitchen ( I think he was 3 or 4) and he put is chubby little arms around my leg and looked up at me and said "Mama, how come little boys love their mama's so much?" I will so hold on to that for the rest of my days. How I love this child/man. It amazes me how time has flown and saddens me to know how close he is to adulthood and finding his own way in the world.
I wonder and hope about things like every mother I suppose. Will he make good choices? Will he want to come home lots and see us? Will he find the perfect someone for him and live happily ever after. Will we love her as much as he does? How will he handle the hard times because there will surely be some unfortunately. Will he raise his children similarly to how he was raised? I wonder, but for now I just love him as much as I ever have and more. I treasure the time he spends with us and try, try, try to be patient with teenage-hood as much as I can. Sometimes it is really tough! But love is really easy.
Happy birthday Zachary! I love you with all of my heart and am grateful that I was the one who was blessed to be your Mama!
Here is a random picture of a baby bunny who frequents my garden. I know I should be aggravated with him, but just look at him!!! Cuuute! I'll shooo him away when he is bigger. Well when he is bigger he won't be able to fit through the chicken wire! Hehehe.
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