My monkeys are my own personal fairy tale in real life...

My monkeys are my own personal fairy tale in real life...

Ramblings, Sentiments, Rantings and Musings

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I am a mother of 5 wonderful children and wife to one amazing Navy man. I am always changing things in my life, constantly learning something new and trying it out. I am a wannabe vegan, minimalist and currently living full time in an RV. Just for clarification, I say wannabe, because I know I am not perfect, but each day I strive to do the best I can. That's all I can expect from anyone no matter where they are in life. I learn something new everyday...mostly about myself and my little corner of reality. Life, to me, is loving, learning and making memories. These are better than all the tangible riches one can get their hands on! Besides, there will come a day when all I have left is my love and memories...so I'll stockpile as much of those as I can!
Decorating Tee Shirts

About two weeks ago we all went to the local craft store together. We were there for the $4 tee-shirts that were advertised. Justin thought it would be good idea cause everyone needs more tee-shirts right? Well of course! As usual I in true-I think this would be a great project-fashion told the kids that we could decorate the shirts. So we bought the paints and "glue-on" decorations! Well today was finally the day! The youngest were very excited and the older three were typically calm and composed! I think it was the lack of overwhelming excitement that sometime, somewhere, slowly disappeared. They had a good time making them don't get me wrong, but to say they were excited...well that's stretching it a bit ;-) Oohh, where have the days gone. I had to fight the overwhelming urge to "help" all the way down to F who is 8. It started out as mom will you help me and quickly turned into "no thank you Mommy, I can do it". I felt the recently familiar sadness that starts making its way to my heart, to a lump in my throat, and on to tears I seem to blink back on a regular basis here lately.
Is it just me or do all mothers go throught these emotions. I went from a new mother thinking that I would never meet all the needs of 5 children born in 7 years, to now a mother of children who "can do it by themselves. At least I still have one out of five who still wants my help and asks for it frequently, that's M but she just turned 7 a few days ago, so I imagine my days are numbered :( I seem to have constant flashbacks, memories that take me to each of there younger years. I see them so perfectly, just like it was yesterday and then I blink and reality sets in and I get choked up, swallow hard and keep on going. Memories...mine...all mine! Anyway, back to our shirts they all came out great. Everyone did fine on their own and M and I had a great time decorating her shirt. Maybe more photos to come! It was fun. Lots of smiles, and lots of paint all over me somehow! It was good! One more memory made together! Good! Another memory for me in the days and years to come! Hopefully a fun memory fo them! Wonderful...and I am grateful!

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"I am beginning to suspect all elaborate and special systems of education. They seem to me to be built upon the supposition that every child is a kind of idiot who must be taught to think. Whereas, if the child is left to himself, he will think more and better, if less showily. Let him go and come freely, let him touch real things and combine his impressions for himself, instead of sitting indoors at a little round table, while a sweet-voiced teacher suggests that he build a stone wall with his wooden blocks, or make a rainbow out of strips of coloured paper, or plant straw trees in bead flower-pots. Such teaching fills the mind with artificial associations that must be got rid of, before the child can develop independent ideas out of actual experience." -- Anne Sullivan